Can you eat that?

‘i heard that you were home again, but you dont look like you’re back to me…

…you’ve got your new ties, ive got my old knots. you’ve got your inside lines, but youre never happy with what youve got. careful now, youre so beautiful when youve convinced yourself that no one else is quite as beautiful… 

i heard you were living well, but you dont look like you’re living to me…

you’ve got them all convinced, but i know so well, that you could list your friends, but you cant count on them..hold it now youve got everyone convinced that youre alright & no one else is quite as vulnerable…

its not the price thats gonna cost you, its just the weight thats gonna bring you down, down, down…’

dbc

i am in a dashboard kind of mood.

‘man, it takes a silly girl to lie about the dreams she has, but it takes a lonely one to wish that she had never dreamt at all…oh, look now, there you go with hope again. oh, you’re so sure, that i’ll be leaving in the end, you’re treating me like i’m already gone, but i’m not, i will stay where you are always..i will stay, i will stay, i will stay..’

dashboard has some really interesting lyrics. makes you think. haha, or just me for now, because i am currently playing my husband in wordswithfriends because my crossword puzzle was too challenging.

‘oh look now, there you go..’

had a migrane going to bed last night, woke up low in the middle of the night, chugged a juice box and had a few spoonfuls of PB to keep me from dropping again.

:(

and all day today i’ve been stuck with a headache still. i slept in til 1030. then fell asleep on the couch from 2-4, and its 530 now, im ready to go back to bed. this headache is actually making me feel nauseas.

hopeful to give bloodwork for my diabetic labs tomorrow (fasting…so they better not make me wait or im gonna freak out).